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i.m

Year:

2021

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yea I'm drinking again,
this chaos won't leave my brain.
handle me some extra shots,
I need to escape all sober thoughts.
I don't wanna be drinking 'bout my problems anymore,
I'm always acting out like a drunk mess attentionwhore.
I drank up every sorrow,
Never thinking of tomorrow
I woke up next to 'what was his name?'
This is not a fair game
Not who I wanted to became
But I only got myself to blame
Where are you tonight?
This loneliness I can no longer fight

You said you'd always be there,
But you lied- 'cause you're not here
I long for you and only you,
Drunk or sober, baby it's all I ever do

I party in a crowded place,
All I look for is your handsome face
I just wanted you to see
How beautiful I can be
Lots of makeup and a expensive dress,
Why do I feel like such a huge mess?
I look for your name on my phone,
'Cause I don't wanna go to bed alone,
If I make a drunk call
Will you even bother listen to it all?
Without you I can't fall asleep
I need someone to keep the convos deep

You said you'd always be there,
But you lied- 'cause you're not here
I long for you and only you,
Drunk or sober, baby it's all I ever do

Am I in the wrong room?
it doesn't smell like your perfume
His hands touch my body but this is not what it is like to 'be touched'
His lips meet mine and we kiss
But this is not the one that I miss
This is not the taste of your lips
Nor the way you grabbed my hips
Where are you tonight?
This loneliness I can no longer fight

You said you'd always be there,
But you lied- 'cause you're not here
I long for you and only you,
Drunk or sober, baby it's all I ever do