Tell Me

Tell me why I'm waiting For someone That couldn't give a fuck about me Tell me why I'm waiting For someone That couldn't give a fuck about me I'm in a lot of pain, but it don't hurt I'm numb to the brain, yeah it won't work Pouring gasoline in the shape of your name, but it won't burn Sparking up a J, numb the pain, then it's over Cos I think of you, do you think about me? When I think of you, yeah I'm drinking, drowsy When I think of it, you couldn't live without me So why you gotta make me think this shit about me? Mentally abusive, you're a devil in disguise Go and tell me truth and I'll believe all the lies What could I do? You had me love drunk and hate high I spread positivity but now I fucking hate life Forget the days spent in ecstasy Don't know how I'm coping without you next to me So I'm praying I can just text at three Tell you that I love you before I take my last breath to be Built you up, now you lie to me with a straight face Broke me down, now we're stuck in the same place Illest with the pen, but now I'm stuck on a blank page Leaving you for good, cos it's time for a blank slate Suicidal thoughts is all you ever gave me You said you loved me, but I knew you always hate me Now I'm flipping shit, you got me acting crazy All that I done for you and you never even thank me You always knew how to break me Tell me why I'm waiting For someone That couldn't give a fuck about me Tell me why I'm waiting For someone That couldn't give a fuck about me I don't wanna be alone in the nighttime Because lord knows that I'm not in my right mind I swear I don't feel alright until I write lines It's already been 6 months, time flies Passing the time by Laugh and say I'm fine Hearts full of blind lies Past is on my mind Tryna stay head strong Hard when your head's wrong So let's put the bets on How long till I'm dead, gone No ending the pain yeah you must be numb Puffing on strains till I bust a lung Living this way till judgement comes Until that day I must succumb Learnt one day don't trust so much Heart had to break so I lust for drugs Skies looking grey because of fucking love You know what they say we're too young and dumb Knowing now that it's head over heart But it's too late now Shoulda listened to my head from the start Feeling the heart ache now Swear I fucking bled for you hard Now my minds a mess Someone seperate my chest from my heart Now I'm wishing you were here to hear all the love songs that I wrote you But these days I see your face and it feels like I don't even, nah, I don't know you Tell me why I'm waiting For someone That couldn't give a fuck about me Tell me why I'm waiting For someone That couldn't give a fuck about me