Sober

I woke up this morning a little hungover It hits different since I got older Still got this old chip on my shoulder The stubborn side of me will never get sober Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works I run from shame I'll do anything to heal the hurt I fucked up again Hide behind my sins I've found everything but closure Learn to swallow pride Behind these hollow eyes I don't see change getting closer I'll never get sober I deal with this pain don't ask me how I just hide behind a mask of smiles When I'm down and drunken bound I get as high as I can be I don't like the person that's inside of me Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works I run from shame I'll do anything to heal the hurt I fucked up again Hide behind my sins I've found everything but closure Learn to swallow pride Behind these hollow eyes I don't see change getting closer I need to get sober I woke up this morning a little hungover