Enemy

My only enemy is My only enemy is My only Woke up this morning Said a prayer to the lord And I know I really want peace But i’ve been preparing for war And i’ve been rolling and going Just trying to work through the madness And I know that deep inside my soul’s become a circus of sadness Inside i feel hollow Try to fill it up with this bottle And I feel the poison take over with every pill that i swallow Tomorrow I’ma do better won’t place the blame on whoever No longer tear myself apart i swear that it’s a new eera Have you ever dealt with depression to the point you just sit and wail Tell me Have you ever really contemplated killing yourself Well me too But it’s something bout music makes me not feel alone When I’m high It’s something happens during my favorite song I realize My only enemy is me I’m up against something I can’t beat Well i’m good at putting on a show But in my mind it ain’t how it goes My only enemy is me Complicated but so simple Been burning down my own temple Lit the flame arsonist My warning signs aren't hard to miss My (biggest) rival is apart of me Im guilty baby just pardon me The warrior that’s inside of me is always at war with the heart in me I oughta be a lot stronger we endured stuff that’s been so tough Pour my heart out of an empty bottle to a full cup all for what Cuz it Spills over into the kitchen floor where I end up and I cry for more My heart is yours but my mind is missing my timings late and that clock is ticking It’s almost up And I’m not dippin I watch my step so I’m not trippin But I still stumble and I fell in love I’m crashin down baby catch me now A train wreck at full speed on a broken track I can’t hold me back Crack a big smile to cover big pain of a little lie that’s a big fact My only enemy is me I’m up against something I can’t beat Well i’m good at putting on a show But in my mind it ain’t how it goes My only enemy is me