[James]

"One Last Tear"

Fighting for your soul I might love
Yielding to all that I know
When you`re standing on the bridge that crumbles above
I`m always lying helpless below

Whisper, that I might hear myself speak
Laugh, that I might see something strange
Hope that I might see you again
Turn, that it won`t be the final page

Deadlock my mind, shut off my eyes
Slip into a slumberless sleep
When I do awake, my thoughts are astray
I`ve fallen on myself in a heap

The crows are calling me, do I follow
Or laze like the lonely manatee
I`ve wondered for so long, just I do that`s wrong
If it`s nothing then darling can`t you see

Deadlock my mind, shut off my eyes
Slip into a slumberless sleep
When I do awake, my thoughts are astray
I`ve fallen on myself in a heap

Sipping on the seven-thirty sunset
Quiver as the dusk passes by
I raise my head and I shiver
For one last tear that I cry

Deadlock my mind, shut off my eyes
Slip into a slumberless sleep
When I do awake, my thoughts are astray
I`ve fallen on myself in a heap

"In My Solitude"

My eyes filled with tears
I`ve forgotten to cry
My heart frozen stiff in memory
I whisper your name
In my solitude
And reach for you hand in my dream

I feel like you`ll
Never hear me
It`s a feeling I yearn to forget
Maybe I`m wasting me time
Loving you my dear
But I don`t want to give up just yet

You shine like the jewels
Of the murky deep
But you hide away out of sight
Well I`d search under each
And every dream
To see your shy face in the night

My eyes filled with tears
I`ve forgotten to cry
My heart frozen stiff in memory
I whisper your name
In my solitude
And you whisper mine in my dream

"Autumn"

Trees still losing leaves
From last year's autumn fall
Like we're living in slow motion
Like we just don't live at all
I'm frozen in the world
Frozen in the way I feel

The air outside is cold
And I'm feeling ever so
Enamoured by the way
You just don't know
And even as I stand
I'm running in a circle again

Even the city lights
Remind me of the way you shine
Even your weary head
Even your weary eyes make me smile

Somewhere's an open door
It's letting in chill
Running down my spine
'Cos I know that you will
Be there in the green
Raising the final flag

And though you are so pretty
I'm not after what my eyes
I'm just after what my heart
Evertime you wander by
All I've ever dreamt
Is that you might smile when I do

Even the city lights
Remind me of the way you shine
Even your weary head
Even your weary eyes make me smile

Even your hidden laugh
Even your graceful cries make me smile

Even your gentle beauty
Quite something to behold
Like the fallen leaves of autumn
That glimmer red and gold

Even the city lights
Remind me of the way you shine

"Beautiful Pain"

Like the snow fades to water
My dreams fade to dust
How I wish there was more
Than merciless lust
In my eyes that are pure
Like the call of the dove
But I've been bleeding life
Through a hole in my love

Another winter folds
Another pain recalled
Painted on the shadows of your soul
But even your tears
Are beautiful to me
When they reflect my own
So let the twilight fade
Let the summer bleed
And let the stars guide you home
And before ask of me
What's in my heart
Won't you look inside your own.

My long lost life
My long lost love
My long lost search for this
I've been holding dear
What ain't even mine
And given away what is
My heart is in Elysium
My eyes concupiscent
The devil's tearing
At my heart
But it feels so heaven sent

Let me see you
Smile again
Let me hear you laugh
I can't believe
That I still live
For one moment in the past
If you eyes are as pure
As mine once were
Don't let this love be restrained
I feel like I'm
Bleeding life
And it’s a beautiful pain.

[randi]

My fave is Atumn. Can you check out some of my songs and i think you might this girl named Haley's songs.